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? Sick......... @ Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ?

Why I change my blog link again?? cause there are still stalkers that likes to stalk my blog. I dont like other people which that I'm not really close to, to see and read my blog.. Cause i ni jenis org yang bler dah tulis, mmg I tulis ikut suka hati ku dan takutla if other people baca my blog, diaorg akn terasa or diaorg salah paham ker or wateva... So, by the way, this new stalker, which he also a friend of other stalker that had been stalk my blog.. dahla this guy kurang ajar ngan I, lepastu menggatal sgt nk baca blog aku! eeeee!!! GERAM!!! Anyway, I change already and the link is quite complicated which people wont expect to see it.. padan muka to all the stalkers!!


I'm sick again.. And this time really bad.. I got fever... My body feels really heavy.. These few days I slept early.. I cant bear it any longer. So tired and feel dizzy... I think I get the flu from my cats.. cause both of my cats have flu and they always lepak2 in my room and on my bed. So, my blanket get infected and yeah, finally me.. So, my cat also got flu.. he also not really well. Haiz.. well, now, feeling a little bit better... Maybe the virus mutate or something so that's why I get infected.. huhuhu..

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Yesterday and today I went out with my cousins.. Jalan2 maen arcade and doing fun stuffs. Well, the law of attraction really works! I said to myself that I want to go out makan angin with my family, well, it comes true finally. Its just that my dad x de la.. And me with my mom and my cousins and my siblings only la..

Anyway, i dont noe why but this holiday I feel so depressed, and tension. I know college has not starting yet but why do i feel so depressed??
Right now, I feel I want to be alone..... I dont talk much in these few days plus that I'm sick anyway, so I dont have any mood. And guess what, what makes my mood go really bad and mood down, is every night I got bad dream. And this bad dream is always melibatkn kawan.. The problem is i never think about it and i dont have any friends problem but the dream makes my mood goes down and when I wake up the next morning, I would be like zombie and feel so angry....

I dont know why, but since i'm a college student, seems that i always have mood swings. When i'm at secondary school, i never had mood swings at all! Eventhough my friends hurt my feelings, I just feel sad, but not so sad! And I didnt get angry! I just think of myself to be more positive so everyday I went to school, I am always happy go lucky... some of my secondary school friends, they are really moody and always feel angry towards people at school.. well, i'm not..
so, since i start college and after finish my PLKN, I had mood swings and I really dont like it cause its unconfortable to me...

By the way, sorry if my english pretty bad today cause I just type wateva my hands do and anyway I'm sick.. My brain cannot function properly and sorry people, if my posts lately are so mengarut. cause i dont really have the idea to write wat.. haiz............

My story ends here!