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? Its been ages @ Saturday, May 15, 2010 ?

Omg... Its been ages that I didnt open my blogspot..

anyway, I got a new link for my other blog....

please please feel free to visit my other blog cause mostly i will update things there..

thank you..... :)

here's my link.... bye bye~~~

http://sakuragosetsuke.livejournal.com/

I LOVE UCHI HIROKI!!!!!!!!

My story ends here!

? Toothache @ Saturday, April 3, 2010 ?

Today I went to dentist.

Now i know why many people are very scared to go to the dentist.. It was really scary..

Seriously, at first, the dentist saw my teeth, she was checking here and there.

The dentist was a woman. She was really nice. I mean, she treat me nicely and didnt scold patients and she treat me gently.

but one thing that scares me.

She said that she want to clean up my teeth so she have to inject my mouth so that i dont feel the pain.. So, i said ok. cause that's the only way. if not, i will feel the pain.. Oh my god.. i cant bear it anymore.

And then, the minute I saw the needle and syringe, I feel scared. Actually i'm phobia with needles. I dont know why. I'm just scared of human blood and needles especially.

omg, that time, i feel like fainted already. but, i force myself to rilex and it will be fine..

Actually, I went to the clinic alone by myself, cause my parents were too busy and they just dropped me there. So, i went in alone. Well, it doesnt matter anymore cause i'm already an adult la, k..

So, yeah, the minute the doctor inject my mouth, I closed my eyes.. It is really painful but not painful as toothache. I had the toothache like almost a week! And i cant sleep, i cant think, my body feel so tired and my head cant think. Seksa gler..

And sakit gigi, tu, mmg sangatlah sakit.. Seriously.. sakit gler...

And then, i feel my mouth numb. seriously scary when u feel ur mouth numb.. u can't talk properly..

And then, after finished the treatment, i went home.. but still i feel my mouth numb. And after 3 hours, the numb in my mouth gone. but i didnt have the appetite to eat. Like seriously.

I cant eat. I mean, the pain at the tooth is gone but the numb and a little bit resulted from the injection is still in my mouth. I can feel the pain. I cant opened my mouth wide. I cant chew my food properly. All I have to eat is soft food.. I cant eat my favourite dish, octopus. i am so terseksa.. Sedey gler kot.. huhuhu..

And yeah, about the matikan akar. My mom said that i have to do the treatment 5 times and each treatment took 2 hours. macam operation pulak.. Takut gler.. Now i feel like cabutkan gigi jer terus. But my mom said no need to cabut the gigi cause i'm still young and sayang kalau x de gigi satu. dah la gigi geraham.. Susah gler kot nk makan nnti... huhuhu.. aiyo.. serious scary la.. I feel so menyesal cause I keep dragging the pain and ignore the pain. yeah, cause last time I didnt think wisely. I know its my fault.. padan muka to me also.. huh.

So, all that I want to tell u guys is, please take care of ur teeth and prevention is better than cure..

My story ends here!

? Bersyukur @ Friday, March 26, 2010 ?

SAYA BERSYUKUR dilahirkan dengan anggota badan yang sempurna

SAYA BERSYUKUR mempunyai ibu, ayah dan keluarga

SAYA BERSYUKUR mempunyai rakan seperjuangan

SAYA BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang saya ada

SAYA BERSYUKUR dilahirkan di negara yang aman

SAYA BERSYUKUR mempunyai kesenangan hidup walaupun ada ujian yang terpaksa diharungi

SAYA BERSYUKUR dilahirkan di dunia ini sebagai umat ISLAM

SAYA BERSYUKUR dikurniakan rezeki yang HALAL

SAYA BERSYUKUR kepada ALLAH yang MAHA pemurah dan lagi MAHA penyayang

ALHAMDULILLAH....... :)

My story ends here!

? IDIOT! @ ?

baka baka baka baka!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish that this feelings gone!

these days i got weird feelings..

Its a very weird feelings that stuck on me.

Its a crush on someone..

I know its weird to say this..

BUT I WISH THAT I SHOULDNT know him.. baka baka baka...

My story ends here!

? PBM facebook launching @ Wednesday, March 24, 2010 ?

To all my friends, thanks for viewing my blog and setia membaca my blog.. Thank you...

And also I want to congratulate my beloved friends, yaya and elfha for their hardwork and performance today...

hehehe,, as for yaya, u're doing good with the DJ stuffs. Go with the flow~~~

And i am bangga when the people said ur video presentation are nice~~ yeah!!

And to elfha... HEHEHE.. U look beautiful today with the green clothes yeah! I love it.. that's why i laugh i guess.. dont know why..

haha, i wont forget the memories of today, besides ur singing the nasyid also.. Its really a great song and touching.... I love it seriously..

And lastly, i want to say sorry if I take the pictures of the event just know buruk or whateva.. haha... sorry.. huhuhu

So, saranghaeyo!! Really love u guys and great JOB!!

My story ends here!

? upset.. @ Saturday, March 13, 2010 ?

This week, i went home cause i have my toefl test on saturday.. ok, please dont ask about my toefl test. It was tOTally horrible! i mean, i know that i can do but that day, I dont know why that I am so damn nervous and the room that the test was held, is really cold! Until, i was really shivering like mad like a parkingson person. My mom scold me cause why i didnt bring a sweater to there and i am not a Polar Bear which can stand cold! And she said more that i am so kurus kering and obviously cant stand cold! Haih! I was so dissapointed about my toefl and I just hope that I didnt fail my toefl exam. Oh god. I cant bear to take it again anymore! Anyway, i just can't concentrate on my test! huh!

Anyway, firstly, i came to the toefl test center quite early. And as people kept coming, i was so nervous and worried cause i'm the only malay girl day. I dont know why, but it just feel weird. I think its a very long time that I hadnt surrounded but various races. I mean, at school, i usually friends with all kinds of races and the environment its like that. then when i come to college, its almost 97% Malays...........
So, actually i like to mixed around with anyone actually during the school days la. But at my college? urgh... the people looked at me pun diaorg pandang I semacam cam I ni Alien dari planet laen and i dont belong there! bongok btol!
That is why I LOVE "M" group and certain friends only...

So, yeah, I was shocked when a chinese guy aproach me.. he's quite friendly.. Then we talked la.. hahaha, i managed to be friend with him for a while. Then, another chinese guy approached me and we're like start talking and talking..
It was really unexpected cause they sempat lagi buat jokes! hahahha! Dahla, diorg tu handsome.. LOL!
but i'm a little bit shy la.. Hahaha.. but they looked really brilliant and smart.. hmm.. bagus, handsome, smart, bralliant... LOL!
So, yeah, at the end we said bye .. that's all.. nothing much anyway. Its just that I was really happy and shocked at the same time that they are very friendly.. :D

Anyway, i went back home this weekend, and guess what. My brother buat hal. He lied to my mom that he want to see movies with his friend and he went to cyber cafe instead! And he even made his friend really bad.. I mean, his friend dah tunggu dia kat wayang dah! and his friend kept calling my mom where's my bro!!
then, my mom ask my dad to find my brother at the Cyber cafe.. My mom said, her instinct says so. And guess what.. My brother was there at CC playing games ALONE! My mom instincts are really scary... It seems that she knows everything and can read through our mind~~~
I dont want to talk much la bout my bro. But i was so so so so so dissapointed of my brother's behavior.
Not only he lied to my mom, he also LIED to me!!!
And this is really pissed me off!
Cause you know why, i mean, skrang i feel that the brother and sister connection between us are so far away and we didnt talked much to each other. Like last time, we really talked a lot and share things including my bro's SECRET..
WEll, now not only he lied to me, he didnt talked much and he wants to be alone in his fantasy world.. I dunno la.. Its complicated to say.
And i am soooooooo sad!! Seriously..
Entah camner la nnti bler aku g US! 2-3 years maybe i'll stay there! OMG!

Anyway, i heard my cousin's story lak..
Its like this..
last year, december, after finish his SPM, my cousin LOVE to go to cyber cafe near to his house. So, he went there almost everyday..
One day, he went in CC to play games. On that day, the internet was so DAMN freaking SLOW! the characters inside the video game also move very slow and stuck!
My cousin was so irritated by the internet and the game, then he geram sangat, he cut the keyboard's wire and mouse's wire. then he went out from the CC..
the next day, the tauke of the shop always follow my cousin went back home to mintak ganti rugi.. He waited outside my cousin's house and he wont barge a little at all! he just stay there and he UGUT my cousin. he said that he wont go away until my cousin paid, if dont want, then he will do something horrible.. something like that. So, my auntie have to paid the tauke kedai..
Moral of the story is dont too obsess with games.. haih..
No offence to people that likes video games.. you can play as many as you want but dont until it will affect ur life. If we lose or we die in the video game, it can revive back again over and over again. but in the reality real world, if we die, we wont be revive again. die means die... no more other chances...................

My story ends here!

? a lot of incidents happened today. @ Thursday, March 11, 2010 ?

I just want to cut short the story cause its already late of night..

omg, tonight i am so hungry until my hand shivers a bit..

yeah, my food stocks finished already, so i ate only biscuits and a bit of snacks.. huhuhu..

anyway, what happen today?

So, today we have biomtrics lab and we have to attend to the class at the E3, near to the Resource center TPM..

So, after we ate launch at technoflex, we immediately went to E3 class.

And on the way to E3, we have to walk inside the building and then have to cross the road cause E3 is another faculty building.

So, anyway, we have to walk inside the Resource center building. At first, me , sue, zee and sam are walking together.. nonoi, yaya and elfha were behind us.

So, i walked la, and then, i decided to talk lift cause i dont want to climb up the stairs..

And then, i immediately went inside the lift but sue and others dont want to take lift, so they take the stairs instead.. Good exercise.. hehehe.. I know i'm pemalas..

So, yeah, after that, i reached the second floor so i looked down.. how to explain eh.. aiya.. people who watch the Cicak man movie would know how TPM resource center looks like.. i dont have the picture. oh god nevermind.. faham2 jer la and imagine it for yourself..

Anyway, as I walked, then i saw them were climbing up the stairs, so i called them..

and then , I walked proudly as if I am the "Miss world" and wave at them as I smiled.. hehehe..

(hanya berlakon and maen2 jer ek.. ehheehe)

And then as I walked further, suddenly i saw nonoi and yaya increasing their speed in their steps, so i dunno why.. suddenly, my legs said, "RUN syai! RUN like a WIND!! "

"FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSHHHHHHH~~~~!!!"

I ran as i could and guess what..

i lost my balance and i fall down but i didnt fall down teruk tau..

i mean i REALLY dont expect that I fell down VERY SMOOTHLy~~~ and i'm sliding......

ok, just imagine this, did u watch high school musical? the part where there want to finish their ending in their songs and how they slide with their knees?

or probably, like a football player? they slide with their knees when they won a cup or something??? hahhaa. JUST LIKE THAT..

I cant describe here..

Anyway, it is so damn funny..

Nonoi said that she saw my face was in shocked and i slided so smoothly like in high school musical and she thought that i done it with sengaja...

the auntie in front of me looked at me like "what the hell is she doing? what's wrong with her??" Its like that kind of look.. yeeer! so memalukan!!! huhuhuhu

Elfha said that at first she saw my head, and then suddenly, my head was dissapeared! (cause i was fall down on my knees)

yaya laughed very hard and i also joined the fun..

but i really dont expect that I will slide! hahahah!Then, we laughed! Seriously, until my tears come out a bit cause its sooooo funny and i can feel the pain at my knees.. huhuhu

But IT was TOTALLY FUNNY! I wont forget the Moments! hahaha!

So, yeah. dat is one..

Another one is...

Just afternoon, we went back to hostel with a rapid bus.

As we were in the rapid bus, we nearly reached to our destination and we were already happy to reach hostel suddenly..........

"BAAAANG!!!"

A LOUD noise came from behind and it sounds like tayar yang meletop..

We screamed cause we were shocked with the loud sound! and then, there were smokes inside the bus!

and the bus stopped and all the passengers came out from the bus with the "what's going on?" faces..

damn, i was so worried and scared a little bit..

very scary... seriously, i thought the engine went hot and explode or something!

omg...

and then, the bus just drives like that with the tayar pancit... huhuhu

ok la, gotta stop cause i want to sleeeeep! So tired!

omg! This saturday I got toefl!!! OH NOOOOOOOOO!!

Wish me luck! yeah! :D

My story ends here!

? the changes in me.. @ Monday, March 8, 2010 ?

Ok.. the title scary enough? hahaha...

Actually yesterday I want to post the story here but I'm scared cause next day which is today, i have organic chemistry test 2.. but lucky enough, today Mr Lim said there is no organic chem test 1 today cause the college dont let the students having test until 8 pm.. So we said, Hurray! HAAHAHH!..
I know i'll be relieved when hearing these, but at the same time I also worried about having 3 test next week! damn!
This week I have Toefl exam and next week I have organic chem2 test and American film culture test..
I didnt study yet american film.. Not touch at all. So, this week, i'll be really damn busy! cannot go out anywhere. Have to study no matter what!
hahaha, this week, kena jadi nerdy sket..

But seriously, when I'm serious, I'm totally getting serious..

So, what happen at class today?
Today I sat beside the most known- irritating guy in our class. I dont want to say it here cause nnti timbul pergaduhan ke apa per.. But his name starts with letter 'S'..

If u want to know who's the guy, ask our badge..
So, I dont really have problem with this guy actually.. Ok, sometimes, he's quite anoyying la! like seriously. And he suka2 panggil nama org yang x sepatutnya.
He called me "syai shi".. damn la.. Suka2 jer tmbah shi kat belakang.. cam bunyi can org nk pergi kencing jer.. x sedap langsung..
but i just ignore cause x de apa2 pn.. nasib x de org yang dengar.. FUH!

And then at class just now, as usual, he is irritating and sooooo damn annoying in the class, and everytime, he speaks or ask question at the lecturer, other sudents in the class will go "booo" and tease him or perli dia and whatsoever..

And then i heard him mumbling something.. so i heard he said ," haih, setiap kali aku nk ckp, mesti org buat aku camtu.. i'm sad and tired la with all these things EVERYTIME.. (why must people treat me like this????")

Ok.. masa tu I kesian sket kat dia.. yeah i understand but he do that annoying stuffs x bertempat tau.. I know he suka mengarut and straight forward, but this is MALAYSIA man! KAlau kat US, u buat cam2, huh, then its ok.. I donno la.
And u know, as I nk write something at the blackboard just now, he cant stop calling me cute lolita or whatsoever lolita.. adoi! and he speaks japanese with me something, tapi i x layan..
It is DAMN CREEPY!
Seriously la~
haih...... tapi yeah, sometimes mmg kesian kat dia cause i was keep thinking is someone really do the same thing to me,..
But he is............. x tau la nk ckp camner.. adoi!

So, yeah, full stop... no talking bout him again!

Another story..

according to the title.. "the changes in me"
Do u know what changes??

haha, actually I dah pikir benda ni smalam..
Actually the changes are the minat in me.. I mean, the perubahan dalam minat saya..

its like this, dulu, masa form 1, I mmg suka gler Avril Lavigne.. mmg fanatic gler r! I ingat lagi smpai i print gmbar2 avril and beli poster avril..
And then dulu mmg I gler kan pelakon2 scooby doo especially Freddie Prince Junior (as Fred) and I damn love orlando bloom last time and then i change liking johnny depp instead.. hahaha..

Gler funny la.. And i remember also I always fan girling with aiba-san about that fred dude and orlando bloom. Oh god..
pas2 dengar lagu english jer memanjang x habis2.. especially lagu spice girls, avril, britney, backstreetboys, westlife and macam2 lagi la!

And then bler masuk form 2........
HUH! pusing 180 degree terus! Lagu2 english mmg i x dengar dah! lagu JEpun jer memanjang.. and start dari situ jpop mmg jadi kegemaran ku....
jepun, anime, jpop x habis2.. AHAHHAHAH!
especially anime r.. mmg hardcore otaku anime gler dulu.. hahahha!
smpai sanggup x makan kat sekolah, semata-mata nk beli anime magazine, manga semua tu...
tgk.. begitu dasyat ku pada zaman dahulu...

And then as i masuk form 5, dah kurang sket dah minat.. minat tu minat ada la, tapi x segila-gila minat cam dulu..
And then masuk kolej, dah start balik gler minat, tapi x segila cam dulu la.. hahahah...

hmm... u must be wondering if i hear malay songs..
Honestly, i am tersangatlah jarang dengar lagu melayu... mmg RARE and once in a blue moon..
first lagu melayu yang i btol2 suka is lagu siti nurhaliza.. tajuk dia i x ingat but the chorus will go like this, "engkau bagaikan permata asmara........"
something like that.. tu jer lagu melayu yang I betol2 dengar and nanyi and suka..
and then lagu Siti jer i dengar..
penyanyi laen mmg I x dengar.. Seriously...
huhuhu... teruk kan? haih..... tapi itulah hakikatnya.. huhuhu.. :(

Tapi from the bottom of my heart., I mmg suka tgk cerita P. Ramlee.. hahaha.. i just love the way is the story goes and how the way he acts in the show... its so fun and mmg ada moral in the story..

so, i think that's for now.. dah panjang sangat dah I tulis nih.. fuh!

THE END...........